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A morning with turmeric.

The bottle is heavy. That is the first note, before any scent. The pump has a click. The pump does not slip. The hand registers a weight that matches the count on the back, ten and a fraction ounces. The bottle is reading honest before it does anything else.

The shower is over. The skin is still warm. The towel has done most of the work but the forearms are damp at the wrist and the shoulders carry a thin sheet of water that the room has not pulled off yet. This is the window. The lotion goes on now, not after dressing, not after coffee, not after the phone.

One pump on the back of the left hand. The cream is the color of soft cream. Not white. Not yellow. A pale, warm off-white that does not look like a chemistry set. The lemon comes up first. It is bright but it is not sharp. It does not climb the nose the way a cleaner does. It lifts off the surface, takes a half breath, and lays back down.

Underneath the lemon the turmeric arrives. Warm is the only word. Not spicy, not earthy in a heavy way, not the turmeric of a pot of rice. The turmeric here is the dry root, the warm wood end of it. The lemon sits on top of that floor for the first thirty seconds and then the two of them flatten into one note that the nose stops sorting. By the time the lotion is on both forearms the scent has already decided what it wants to be on this skin, this morning.

The lotion lays flat. It does not bead. It does not turn tacky in the bend of the elbow. The hand can run from the wrist up to the shoulder in one pass and the cream goes where the hand goes. A second pump for the legs. A third for the back of the neck and the chest if the day calls for it. Three pumps is a full body, easily.

Five minutes later, the scent is still there but it has moved closer to the skin. It is no longer the room. It is the wrist when the wrist comes up to the face. It is the inside of the forearm when the sleeve catches it. The lemon has thinned. The turmeric is what is left, and it is quiet.

The bottle goes back on the shelf. The shelf does not need a row of nine other bottles to make it work. The morning is built on one.

Lemon first. The warm floor under it. The cap clicks shut.